Down under Memory

if I die - dont put me underground
be kind - just rewind

I find life - repeat repeatedly in front of my eyes.
its a sort of dizzy picture - of a used to be ambition
need an alleviation of pain - contain to remain sane

I go through life via solitude road and crowded
with a strong used to be - desire
used the abuse to defend my excuse of the truth
substance of life have changed my destination

I need to talk about it ----------------

trying to bounce back for the battle - for my self
trying to bounce back for the battle - for my self

I - used to be - Im different now - an alchemist
I - losing it - Im different now - jealousy - of an alcoholist

trying to bounce back for the battle - for my self
trying to bounce back for the battle - for my self

I really need to talk about it ---------------------

tried to rely on emotions - but I was never chosen
I do it for the confirmation - check the state of corroboration
suck cock and used I be ----- attraction?
used the abuse to defend my excuse of the truth
seized with dread - I have no proof of seduce

I am I - afraid - stagefright - its a new day bitch
have to change the picture - of the used to be ambition
need an alleviation of pain - contain to remain sane

I need to talk about it ----------------

trying to bounce back for the battle - for my self
trying to bounce back for the battle - for my self

I - used to be - Im different now - an alchemist
I - losing it - Im different now - jealousy - of an alcoholist

trying to bounce back for the battle - for my self
trying to bounce back for the battle - for my self

I really need to talk about it ---------------------